I'm about to saw my server in half and use it as firewood... please help

Eh... i know this may not be related to php so please dont flame me, i just find the people here very knowledgeable and php is involved in the equation... so if anyone wants to help, keep reading... Im running Freebsd 4.6 My goal in life is to setup apache with php (with imap support and mysql support), with ssl support, and with mod_perl. So I download them all to a directory and unpack them first i go into apache src and type ./configure then i go ../php-4.2.1 then i do ./configure --with-mysql --with-imap --with-imap-ssl --enable-track-vars --w ith-apache=../apache-1.3.26 It configures fine. follow with make; make install installs fine... ok cd ../mod_ssl-xxxx-xxxx ./configure --with-apache=../apache-1.3.26 ok works fine. cd ../mod_perl-1.26 perl Makefile.PL USE_APACI=1 EVERYTHING=1 SSL_BASE=SYSTEM APACHE_PREFIX=/usr/local/apache APACI_ARGS=--enable-module=ssl,--enable-module=so,--enable-module=rewrite,-- with-ssl=SYSTEM,--activate-module=src/modules/php4/libphp4.a ok works fine.... make test BOOMMMBBBBB!!!!!!!! This is what I get: # make test cp t/conf/mod_perl_srm.conf t/conf/srm.conf ../apache_1.3.26/src/httpd -f pwd/t/conf/httpd.conf -X -d pwd/t & ../apache_1.3.26/src/httpd: not found httpd listening on port 8529 will write error_log to: t/logs/error_log letting apache warm up...\c done /usr/bin/perl t/TEST 0 still waiting for server to warm up...............not ok server failed to start! (please examine t/logs/error_log) at t/TEST line 95. *** Error code 9 Stop in /usr/local/src/mod_perl-1.27. And the peice of shit doesnt write anything to t/logs/error_log infact that directory is empty. What is going on, and how do I fix this, please help some one!!! Thanks in advance, Rick